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Singing Owl
Los Angeles native transplanted to The Dairy State, lover of music,cooking,books and nature; pastor, prison chaplain's wife, mom, first-time grandmother, Protestant, Pentecostal, Emergent, Egalitarian--I guess that makes me sort of a mutt.
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Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Why Did You Make Me Black?

My prison-chaplain husband found a poem on his desk the other day. It was unsigned, and we presume it was written by an inmate. Inmate poetry is plentiful, as you might imagine. He brought it home for me to read, thinking it exceptional and knowing I love poetry. I, too, found the poem's imagery remarkable and beautiful. I decided to share it. If I ever learn who the poet is, I will give credit where it is due.



I ASKED

Lord, Lord,
Why did you make me Black?
Why make someone,
The world wants to hold back?

Black is the color of dirty clothes,
The color of grimy hands and feet,
Black is the color of darkness,
The color of tire-beaten streets.

Why did you give me thick lips?
A broad nose and kinky hair?
Why did you make me someone,
Who receives the hated stare?

Black is the color of the bruised eye,
When someone you love gets hurt.
Black is the color of darkness,
Black is the color of dirt.

How come my bones are think,
And my hips and cheeks are high?
How come my eyes are brown.
Not the color of the daylight sky?

Why do people think I'm useless?
How come I feel so used?
Why do some who see my skin,
Think I should be abused?

Lord, I just don't understand,
What is it about my skin?
Why do some folks want to hate me,
And not know the person within?

Black is what people are "listed,"
When other want to keep them away,
Black is the color of shadows cast,
Black is the end of the day.

Lord, you know my own mistreat me,
And I know this isn't right.
They don't like my hair or the way I look,
They say I'm too dark or too light.
Lord, don't you think it's time,
For you to make a change?
Why not redo creation,
And make us all the same?

GOD ANSWERED

Why did I make you Black?
Why did I make you Black?

Get off your knees and look around,
Tell Me, what do you see?
You aren't made in the image of darkness,
I made you in the likeness of me!

I made you the color of coal,
From which the diamond is formed,
I mad you the color of oil,
The black gold that keeps people warm.

I made you from the rich, dark earth,
That can grow the food you need,
Your color's the same as the Panther's,
Known for her beauty and speed.

Your color is like the Black Stallion,
A majestic animal, he,
You aren't made in the image of darkness,
I made you in likeness of me!

All the colors of a heavenly rainbow,
Can be found in every nation,
And when all of these colors were blended well,
You became my greatest creation!

Your hair is the texture of lamb's wool,
Such a humble creature is he,
I am the Shepherd who watches them,
I'm the One who will watch over thee.

You are the color of midnight sky,
I put the star's gleam in your eyes,
A smile hides behind your pain,
That's why your cheeks are high.

You are the color of dark clouds formed,
When I send my strongest weather,
Your lips are full so when you kiss,
The one that you love will remember.

Your stature is strong, your bones are thick,
To withstand the burden of time,
The reflection you see in the mirror?
The image looking back is Mine.

Inspired by Genesis 1:26 and 27
"And God said, 'Let us make man in Our image, after Our likeness...So God created man in
His own image...male and female created he them.

Friday, April 11, 2008

A Moving Friday Five

Mother Laura from Rev Gals shares the Friday Five this week. She says, "We are right in the middle of a move--only twenty minutes away, but we're still a mix of busy, excited, nervous and surprisingly full of grief about what we're leaving, for me at least. So this week's Friday Five asks about your experience of the marvels and madness of moving."

I'm typing in the lobby of a motel, so this will be short.

1. How many times have you moved? When was the last time?

17., if I counted correctly Two were before I married. The other 15 were after. The USMC and the ministry will do that to you. I HATE HATE HATE moving. I should be really good at it by now, but I am not. The last time was five years ago when we moved ourselves and my mom into our present home. It was our first home where the kids had not lived, and now mom is in the nursing home. Strange feeling to be just the two of us in our little house, sometimes. Not bad, just sometimes strange and a bit sad.

2. What do you love and hate about moving?

I hate almost everrything about it except for two things. Fresh paint, usually, and the chance to downsize at least somewhat.

3. Do you do it yourself or hire movers?

Hire movers? Is that possible? I must find out about this phenomenon.

4. Advice for surviving and thriving during a move?

I have never thrived through a move so I cannot tell you. Survival was a bit easier if I made sure to have a box with bed linens for each bed, and a few essentials for the kitchen. Those get unpacked first. That way, you can at least sleep when you finish hauling furniture and boxes.

5. Are you in the middle of any inner moves, if not outer ones?

Yes. It is difficult to describe. I am feeling change every day. Some is good. Some is not. I'm waiting to see what comes of all this.

Bonus: Share a piece of music/poetry/film/book that expresses something about what moving means to you.

Everything in my life makes me think of a song. I usually start singing "On the Road Again."

Happy Friday, all!

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Celtic Woman

Last night a friend and I went to see Celtic Woman (I always thought it was women, but it's woman.)

It was beautiful. Beautiful lighting, costumes, voices, dancing, instruments, arrangements, settings. Any word I use to describe the show will sound campy and cliche, but I will just say it was wonderful, earthy, ethereal, transporting, graceful, uplifting, moving, stirring....oh, I'll stop. If you love or even vaguely like Celtic music, or you like amazing vocals, lighting, drumming....well, if this show comes to your area, you do not want to miss it.

They were great. Go see them.

Saturday, April 05, 2008

I Scored as Owl


Of course I did...LOL!

Your Score: OWL


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You scored 19 Ego, 13 Anxiety, and 13 Agency!


"Correct me if I am wrong," he said, "but am I right in supposing that it is a very Blusterous day outside?"
"Very," said Piglet, who was quietly thawing his ears, and wishing that he was safely back in his own house.
"I thought so," said Owl. "It was on just such a blusterous day as this that my Uncle Robert, a portrait of whom you see upon the wall on your right, Piglet, while returning in the late forenoon from a-- What's that?"

ABOUT OWL: Owl is considered highly educated because he can spell his own name (WOL) and he can even spell Tuesday... although he doesn't always get it right. Owl is a good sort, really, although he can be a bit of a stuffed shirt, and he tends to overlook the smaller details in life - like the fact that his bellpull is actually someone's tail.

WHAT THIS SAYS ABOUT YOU: You are confident and you feel capable of dealing with whatever life throws at you. You know that you can handle just about everything... mostly because you know how to delegate the job of actually handling things to the people around you. You aren't one of those Bisy Backsons, who rush around trying to do everything at once. You prefer to stay at home and reflect on life, rather than go out and live it.

Sometimes, you know, you need to stop waiting for things to come to you and go out and get them. You need to go enjoy the weather, smell the fresh air, and pay attention to the little people in your life. They may not be as great as you... but maybe they could use your help.
Hey, I don't think I am greater than other people!

Friday, April 04, 2008

A Revealing Friday Five

Sally from Rev Gal Blog Pals offers this Friday Five:

With this Sunday's gospel reading in mind, that wonderful revelation of Christ to the companions on the Emmaus road. I wonder where you might have been surprised by God's revelation recently.So with no further waffle I offer you this weeks Friday 5:

How has God revealed him/herself to you in a:

1. Book

I was reading "Farmer Boy" by Laura Ingalls Wilder to my mother in the nursing home. It is the story of Laura Ingall's future husband, Almanzo. Reading about the the activities of the family as they ploughed and planted in the spring, I ended up being able to reminisce just a tiny bit with my mother about her early farm years and what it was like at spring cotton planting time. Conversations are few and far between these days. It was a little gift from God.

2. Film

The most recent film I saw was Horton Hears a Who. While I can't exactly I was surprised by God's revelation, I can say that there are some pretty noticeable spiritual themes in this children's movie. The obvious one is that people are worthy of respect and honor. There are others, but you'll have to go see the movie for yourself.

3. Song

This one.

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4. Another person

Last night at our church's Thursday prayer time, I was aware of the presence of the Holy Spirit as we prayed together and I listened to the words of my fellow believers. It is becoming a highlight of the week.

5. Creation
It is still mostly brown here, and there are still patches of snow, and the trees are bare. However, tulips shoots are up, and irises are as well, and as spring s-l-o-w-l-y shows up I always think of my soul's renewal as well. Something happens to my physical body, my emotions, and my spirit.
Bonus answer: your choice- share something encouraging/ amazing/ humbling that has happened to you recently!

This is an encouraging something. In the last two months I have been told be several people that I should be doing more writing. It happened again, several times, while I was at District Council. Then on the way home I was speaking to my husband about a local reporter who has become friendly with me, and has also become quite positive in his articles and impressions of our church. We hopped out of our van at a restaurant not far from home, and as I went into the door I ran into (literally) this same reporter! Before I could stop myself, I said, "I'm going to be calling you in a day or so about writing a column. " (I am??) "Okay" he said, smiling.
Well...okay then.

Thursday, April 03, 2008

District Council Report


It was an interesting council. I've written before about City on a Hill (COTH). The director, Diane de la Santos, is pictured above with one of the men who has been blessed by this inner-city ministry center. He is the step dad to the little boy pictured, Trevon. They lost all they had in a house fire, except for his Royal Ranger uniform (which he is wearing) and his Bible. This young boy sang beautifully for us, and we all stood to our feet in a standing ovation. It was an amazing and moving moment.



Even more amazing was what happened next. Some readers of this blog might think, based on previous posts (here and here), that I believe there is no place anymore for a "sinner's prayer." Such is not the case. Sometimes it is just what is needed.

My husband, Ken, heard the dad (whose name I'm sorry to say I forgot) say quietly to Diane at the end of speaking to us, "I think I'm ready for Jesus now." I didn't hear him, but as they exited the stage Ken headed out without a word. I didn't know why till he returned, wiping his eyes. "I just had the privilege of praying with them" he said, adding, "I asked if I had heard him correctly, and did he say he was ready now for Jesus--and he said I had heard right. And so I led him in a prayer and--I watched a visible change come over him, and his son too."

A few moments later we watched as many pastors and others came to the microphones to pledge to COTH, who has been financially struggling. A projected shortfall of almost $150,000 was erased, or will be, in minutes.

God was in the room.

At the closing session, our outgoing superintendent, Arden Adamson, asked Larry Liebe, the superintendent-elect, to come try out "the chairman's seat." He then challenged all of us to put "character first." Symbolically he turned the leadership of our district over to Larry by handing him a relay race baton. Then Larry, who has been the director of our Youth and Christian Education department for a long time, shared his thoughts with us.

These two men could not have more different personalities, in my opinion. I love both of them.
I'll miss "Brother Adamson" and I'll watch with interest, and prayers, to see what changes come.

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Heading for District Council

Tomorrow Ken and I head to a not-too-distant location for the 75th annual council of the Wisconsin/Northern Michigan District of the Assemblies of God (a mouthful, isn't it?) . It's two and a half days of business, speakers, an ordination service, a banquet or two, worship times, and connecting with old classmates and friends.

Every year it seems that it is raining, snowing, blowing or sleeting at district council. Or all of those at once. We all want to shed our sweaters and don our spring duds. Well, at least this year we are staying in the same hotel as the council, so we won't be running around outside and dodging splashes of muddy ice water.

Among other business, we will be selecting a new district superintendant. Lots of change is ahead, I think. I pray it is good and healthy change. We shall see.

Gotta go pack. Back in a few days.

Robin Blue Breast

This morning was cold, grey and windy. I refused to put on a coat. I did have on a sweater but I just couldn't bring myself to struggle into a coat, much less gloves. So I was cold. And not happy about it. I am tired of being cold.

I arrived at church early to do some setting up.

As I pulled in the parking lot I spied, perched on a snow bank by the back door, a ROBIN! He was shivering in the cold, his beak was chattering, and he had a distinct blue tinge, but he was hopping across the steps.

Maybe spring will come, after all?


Friday, March 28, 2008

A Million Dollar Friday Five

I get to host the Rev Gal Blog Pals Friday Five this week.

Lingering effects of a cold have me watching more television than usual. There appears to be a resurgence of the old daytime staple--the quiz show. Except they are on during prime time, and a great many of them offer the chance of winning one million dollars.I think it started with Regis Philbin and "Who Wants to be a Millionaire?" but now we have a half dozen or so.

My husband and I started musing (after watching "Deal or No Deal") about what we could do with a million dollars. I thought I'd just bring that discussion into the Friday Five this week. It's simple. What are five things you would want to do with a million dollar deposit in your bank account?

1. I would pay off our mortgage. What a relief that would be! On SO many levels!

2. I'd bring my mother back home from the local long-term care facility, and I'd hire someone full time to care for her here, among her own things, in her own bed, looking out over our yard, birds, stream, and so on. They would cook southern dishes and look through pictures and be very patient when dealing with her increasing difficulty speaking.

3. I would share with my kids. For Kris and her family, I'd pay off their mortgage and bribe them to move to Wisconsin. (Just kidding...kind of.) I would establish some sort of trust fund for Trinity. For our son, Josh, hmmm, I think I would make some sort of deal to pay for him to return to college as long as he got reasonable grades. The boy (who is not a boy, but a man of 30) needs to get his butt back in school before it is too late.

4. I'd invest wisely so it would grow. I would then use enough to have a comfortable retirement, but the rest would fund causes that have the power to change lives.

5. I would quickly send a sizable sum to one of those causes. David and Beth Grant, Assemblies of God missionaries founded Project Rescue. Project Rescue seeks to free children and young women from India's forced sex trade--the "new slavery." They are doing wonderful work, but the need is vast and the resources are scarce. Several centers are operating, but many more are needed.

I could go on and on and on....

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

I Am Ginger? Hmmm




You Are Ginger

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Like ginger, you are a total shape shifter.

You can be sweet, spicy, mellow, or overpowering.

You are both soothing and unique. You are popular... yet you are often overlooked.

 


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