Check it out.
Which leads me to a few questions.
One, do my readers like the whiskey in the jar posts? Or, are all my readers just Anglican news junkies and could care about anything else?
Two, do you read this blog for Anglican news or do you read it to see what I think of the Anglican news?
Three, do you read this blog for particular information on what is going on in the Diocese of Western Louisiana? If so, should the blog focus more on that?
On another note, Al Kimel has ceased blogging at Pontifications. He writes:
I began my blog as a way to work through, both intellectually and emotionally, the crisis of conscience caused by the election of Gene Robinson to the episcopate. I knew that I could no longer summon individuals into the communion of the Episcopal Church. What was I to do? I had been a priest for over 20 years. I knew that I could not join one of the multiple Anglican sects. The fall of the Episcopal Church into heresy had convinced me that Protestantism was incapable of standing against the corrosive tides of modernity. There were only three options for me—Catholicism, Orthodoxy, or agnosticism. After two years of deliberation, I found myself, much to my surprise, drawn into the communion of the Catholic Church.
Becoming Catholic has brought many blessings, but it has not healed the sorrows of my heart. Indeed, in some ways it has intensified these sorrows. But this is all very private. All I need say is that I often find them overwhelming. God is silent. I am reduced to silence.
On the way home to the Shire, Gandalf sees the discomfort of Frodo:
“Are you in pain, Frodo?â€
“Well, yes I am,†said Frodo. “It is my shoulder. The wound aches, and the memory of darkness is heavy on me. It was a year ago today.â€
“Alas! There are some wounds that cannot be wholly cured,†said Gandalf.
When compared to the devastating injuries—physical, emotional, and spiritual—that so many people in the world must endure, mine seem minor and trifling. Yet the burden is real.
Over the past few years God has stripped away the loves and passions of my heart. Even the words seem to be disappearing. Writing has become impossible—and prayer, difficult.
I said to my soul, be still, and let the dark come upon you
Which shall be the darkness of God. (T. S. Elliot)
I wish to thank all who have faithfully read Pontifications over the past three years. I give you all joy.
Todd Granger over at the Confessing Reader had this to say on the occasion of Al’s cessation of blogging:
I know that many of us know the pain of the ecclesial wound that he identifies. There is a deep pain in the soul that might not be healed until the End.
And, as readers may have surmised, writing has also become difficult for me. Even when I have ideas, the words simply don’t come. Or too many words come, obscuring what I want to say, so I simply hit the delete key, expunging what I had written without its ever having seen the light of day. A friend of many years and parishioner who is a theological revisionist on matters of human sexuality asked me the other day how I’m doing with regards to church matters. “I’m in an ecclesiastical depression,†I told him.
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The hopes for a strengthened Communion of Anglican Churches, covenanted together in common faith, praxis and mission, discerning God’s truth in a conciliar and mutual manner seem very close to being dashed. Far better that Dr Williams had invited all the bishops of Anglican Churches in communion with the See of Canterbury - Martyn Minns, the AMiA bishops, Gene Robinson - and that he had allowed or better, had planned, for the Lambeth Conference to develop into an episcopal synod with real authority at the level of the Communion. A new communion of Anglican Churches may emerge from the present situation (indeed, it seems likely at this point), a communion centered in those vibrant Churches of the Global South, but without the centripetal force of communion with the ancient See of Canterbury I fear that the fissiparous nature of Anglican protestantism will assert itself, and we will see fractures between Churches and groups in that new communion on theological party lines. More on this later, if I can find the words.
I earnestly pray that my fears are groundless. I fervently pray for hope grounded in Jesus Christ and him alone to see a Communion of Anglican Churches emerge from the Communi0n of the past and the present, a renewed Communion held together by common faith, praxis and mission, served by personal communion with the Archbishop of Canterbury.
But I’m dictating to God, and God will renew us as he sees fit and in his own time - whether or not there is a Communion of Anglican Churches true to the catholic and apostolic faith.
In any event, while I am sure I have contributed some fire and hopefully some humor to the Anglican blogosphere, we are dealing with hard times right now. There is very little about which to be optimistic. I would not say that words are failing me, or that I want to cease blogging. However, it is harder to blog now. I can see where Todd and Al are coming from. I can see where Greg is coming from, doing a top ten list of the headlines on my blog because it is a slow news day, and all the news is bad. But, I do want to think about what place this blog has in the Anglican Blogosphere, what should this blog be doing, and should it be Brad Drell’s blog about church and life or something else?